oh yes onealone that s what imeant.i asked you the question because you said "escape",and an escape is not good,so asked you because i didthe same thing but didn t see it as an escape.
i ad trauma too and the thing is that you live all over again allthe time unless you die, meaningyou transform your pain.
cause i think i remember of my place and i ll go back there for sure it s the otherworld, it s an another state where you re in harmony and all yhe vibrations down here don t affect it.
it s my inner life and where i come from,i don t wnat to be held by exterior things or thoughts or idea cause it s like polluting my river.i prefer my own world and can still be here,i just not wan t to lower my vibraion for them or answer if they try to drag me down.