i know so much what you re talking about cassie,i can t bear working but not because i m lazy either.the first time i started working in my life i just lost everything about myself up to my thoughts and i never liked this world either.i rarely worked in my life preferring my spiritual work eventhough i didn t really succeed making any money,cause i don t like making money either.the only way is to know why you re here so you can open up the doors to abundance and so you ve got everything you need.i wish you luck.