I got married at the age of 32. Most of friends were already married and having children. I had close to a fairy tale wedding and thought because I was 32 that we would stay married. We didn't. We were married a little over 6 years. Prior to getting married I did a lot things by myself. Things didn't change much when I got married. We drove to church separately and on the rare ocassions when we hung out at friends' together we went separately. I enjoy spending time with me. I long for a marriage partner most when I walk by the lake and I see couples holding hands.