I feel like I am being so selfish and ungrateful. I have been living all my life trying to be the better person, doing the right thing, not taking too many risks. Now, it seems like none of that is paying off. I know I am not in the worst possible position and other people have it much harder than I do. Lately, I have been so desperate for change that I quit my job of eight years. I'm probably creating more problems for myself but I just want to destroy what has gotten me nowhere and start of brand new. I want to run away from this feeling of lonliness. I want to run away from people who have hurt me...
