I just want to thank you for posting such an honest and deep message. I don't have children so i can't answer from that perspective but i am a therapist and would like to just add a couple of things. First, i agree with "msbaby" that it may be postpartum depression; here is a government site which might help you with information: BellaOnline ALERT: Raw URLs are not allowed in these forums for security reasons. Please use UBB code. If you don't know how to do UBB code just post here for help - we will help out!
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