My first thought was postpartum depression. But, after reading more, the length of time and then dear Malamutes own me, oh my. I feel for you, I feel for your child, Malamutes I feel for you too. If you both feel that you made a big mistake, it may be a bigger mistake for you to continue trying. Your child deserves more. I am so sorry for your family.
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