When you are disconnected from your life, any task can be mind-numbing. Stress or exhaustion can also cause mental agony. You have to love the life you are in or create one that you can enjoy. The joy that my family brings into my life always far outweighs the pain. I feel blessed and lucky, and I know that rubs off on my kids.
As far as people being jealous of my life, I have been told so, more than once. Maybe itï¿½s a case of the grass looking greener, but itï¿½s also the fertilizer you use to cause your life to blossom. You know, a life filled with joy verses dull and empty.