I'm so sorry for your loss. I wanted to reply to you because I found out last week that I had a miscarriage. I was so excited for my appointment because it would be the first appointment that I could have heard a heartbeat and seen the baby. I was 11 weeks, but when the doctor did the ultrasound he said that the baby had died 3 weeks earlier, at 8 weeks. I too, blurred out after he said miscarriage. I never saw this coming. I broke down, and the doctor left myself and my husband in the room for a few minutes so I could calm down. My whole life, all I've wanted is to be a mother. Now I am so numb and confused. I'm terrified to try again because I'm scared to go through this again. I wish I had advice for you, but this was my first pregnancy and I am just as crushed and lost as you are. I guess I just wanted you to know that you're not alone... I'm sorry for your loss.