Hi Donna,
Thanks for the details. I do sense a few things going on here. They will be very different from each other.
First and foremost, when you begin opening or working with the intuitive sense, I always tell people, there is a reason it's sense number 6. Although it's a natural sense, we're on the physical side of life here, so we won't quite use it as much unless we make a point to. When we do, before we gain control of it and that will take practice, it's common to have periods where you tend to go through oddities, like "shell shock" random bouts of phenomena.
The second thing, and this is important, I don't get any sense you have a negative energy that is attached to your shoulder. Not at all really so at the very least, find some comfort there enough to just let that one go. Energies/spirits, really don't concentrate on any one isolated portion of our body unless there is a message pertaining to it, be it for us or for them. We may feel something approach from the front, back, left or right, but that energy is going to keep on going. It isn't dedicated to us - it has it's own path.
I absolutely agree with the shaman individual you met. Negative anything, absolutely and always will open the door to more.
Try to look at your new found direction as you would learning how to drive for the first time. You'll have plenty of opportuniites to meet positive and negative drivers. If your focus is on downtown rush hour, one action will lead to another and eventually you'll find yourself there. If you are nervous driving, we'll usually find ourselves soon enough in a scary situation.
You might also consider mentoring while you open this side of yourself. It's just a thought. I personally like the idea of mentoring or classes for you because there isn't an alternate motive there for getting you to come back. You would simply take it at your own speed and stop when you're ready to.
You can also find these types of sessions affordably i.e $15-$25 per hour. You'll always be able to find advice here and there. You'll also know or feel rather when you need something more; a bit more personal and directing in dealing with the emotional aspect.
We're always here to listen in the meantime
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Elleise
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