The itchiness and pain is back today, not always and not at the maximum but it still is back. I looked two more times and did not saw the redness coming back and no extra discharge either, this morning and the last time I took some off.
The tenth pill was taken about three hours ago. The tongue is so much worst now, I taste absolutely nothing of what I drink and eat (except the pill because it is strong - the rest taste anything except what it is). The pain and itchiness is gone. I haven't looked since the last time.
I had some extra discharge this morning when I got up. I am so depressed right now about all this! I was told it was nothing at the hospital by the triage nurse and the doctor plus two pharmacists, if it is so then why the hell do the rest of the infection does not want to go away and why sometimes symptoms that were gone comes back and why do I sometimes get more discharge!
And my tongue! Is it going to ever come back to it's normal self!
It would be insane if I have to kill myself over any of those two things but I refuse to live like that! All I was born with was health and if it is gone then so I am with that ridiculous life I was given!
The thirteenth pill is taken, that one was super hard and I almost puked several times!
I have not (looked last night after the shower and it was the same as it was before) looked today but I know it is still there because I had some pain before taking the pill. The tongue is worst than it was yesterday.