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#838356 09/16/13 06:26 PM
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To all or none,

For those who do not know me, I was stabbed in the back through a lung on April 17th.Never loss consciousness except for about a second.The feeling was as the switch making my brain work was turned off and back again.

About mid may started having post stabbing disorder,afraid of pointy knives etc,spinning downword since.I also been having
terror nitemares for 14 years.Last nite,I killed my father and mother, with knives,of course,and during the dreams ,I also DIED. Felt (in my dream )asinking feeling ,knew I was dying ,I was feeling people around me and saw the big white light,they all talk about.Quite a fortune cookie!
I did not have one anxiety attack for the last 20 years,they aaarrreee bbbaacckk.When I mean loosing my mind I meen that a few days ago in a restaurant ,when igot up and started walking,THE BRAIN SWITCH turned to off for 1 second,almost falling to the floor.Mindfulness helps me deal with what I am going through .I am seeing a therapist paid by the gov't because I am a victim of a criminal act .50 free sessions.I'll have quite a lot to tell.

loong

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I am so sorry you are going through this Loong...sure hope the therapy sessions help. Could there be a blood clot somewhere that is causing your brain switch to be turning off.

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I had an head injury and it intensified things.

so, like a fly flashing by my ear actually, no kidding, sounded like a train track going over a railing.

On the other hand are you or would you consider yourself "sensitive", like noises bother you, you're introverted, don't drive, etc. Not all of those, but some, you know>

I think the brain is at the top as it should be, just like a computer. We're usually alwys working w/the C drive.

So, if something happens to ur head or parts OF it...hmmm makes a person think it can be disected on so many levels becasuse it has them, wink

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To Peggy Ann & Elleise.

Thank you,seeing another doctor again in 10 days!

Loong

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Loong,

I've been trying to get organized...like you I've had a some traumas, head injury, the list goes on, but that's not what I wanted to focus on. In clearing my email, I came across a post of yours. This one.

I don't feel I addressed it accutely?

A few things. Maybe they're relevant maybe not. Lol, I have to type w/one eye closed, but bare w/me.

You mention a dream. I asked my husband to read it thoroughly, like really slowly and 2 things popped in.

One, was about the dream itself.

secondly, I'm pretty sure you're a "Sesnitive" or what I call them. Like how a cat or dog picks things upwe might not? Also, Old/Ancient Soul...frustrated w/the Human Race as a whole.

The dream though...It's gonna be hard to explain it here, so maybe I'll start a thread in the "Clair" isle or something.

But, it's my belief our brains, parts of them shut on, shut off, rebuild, keep going, die off, regenerate, etc., etc. Like when you keep getting "Health Analysis'" on your comp.

Being a "Lefty" and a "Salty" 2 things I always look for, I feel strongly, a part of our brain shuts off maybe more than one, and a separate one trips on?

When you get too close to the infinite Source, or purest form of consciousness and slam back into this level or physical dimension, it can (in my UN-humble) opinion have all sorts of affects.

I'd go as far as to say, I'll have to look it up or have my husband do it, resemble (sp) symptoms of schizophrenia??

Just a "feeling" but I'd like him/hubby to read the tech def. so I can make sure I'm using the right term.

Sorry I didn't anser this better before smile

Last edited by Elleise - Clairvoyance; 09/18/13 06:27 PM.

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