Loong,
I've been trying to get organized...like you I've had a some traumas, head injury, the list goes on, but that's not what I wanted to focus on. In clearing my email, I came across a post of yours. This one.
I don't feel I addressed it accutely?
A few things. Maybe they're relevant maybe not. Lol, I have to type w/one eye closed, but bare w/me.
You mention a dream. I asked my husband to read it thoroughly, like really slowly and 2 things popped in.
One, was about the dream itself.
secondly, I'm pretty sure you're a "Sesnitive" or what I call them. Like how a cat or dog picks things upwe might not? Also, Old/Ancient Soul...frustrated w/the Human Race as a whole.
The dream though...It's gonna be hard to explain it here, so maybe I'll start a thread in the "Clair" isle or something.
But, it's my belief our brains, parts of them shut on, shut off, rebuild, keep going, die off, regenerate, etc., etc. Like when you keep getting "Health Analysis'" on your comp.
Being a "Lefty" and a "Salty" 2 things I always look for, I feel strongly, a part of our brain shuts off maybe more than one, and a separate one trips on?
When you get too close to the infinite Source, or purest form of consciousness and slam back into this level or physical dimension, it can (in my
UN-humble) opinion have all sorts of affects.
I'd go as far as to say, I'll have to look it up or have my husband do it, resemble (sp) symptoms of schizophrenia??
Just a "feeling" but I'd like him/hubby to read the tech def. so I can make sure I'm using the right term.
Sorry I didn't anser this better before