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#801591 - 01/19/13 07:31 AM
Re: What my Buddhism is about.
[Re: loongdragon]
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Parakeet
Registered: 09/21/12
Posts: 833
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To all or none,
Just woke up,and realizing how Buddha would have described,me, this morning. A living corpse,full of sores,every articulation hurting.Because abuse and aging,one leg is twisting,to support the 8 tears in the knees, the ankles have grown almost an inch,to give balance while walking.He wears elastic braces.His brain is dammaged from abuse also.Forgetting his son's name.Eyes always dry from blocked canals,his heart,5 operations,tempted by Mara's daughters,more shall come,until he becomes a dead corpse.
To most of you ,this description might sound negative,but it is the reality of every living being,aging,aging.To me this is my reality.But however it is accepted,and well lived with.
To me ,a carrier made of human flesh ,bones,organs ,feces is well understood.The part most important to me is my Mind.This is aging well.Living more and more compassion and loving kindness.Seeing each moment better and better thanks to Mindfulness and Equanimity.May you understand the aging process, and work on the Eighfold Path ,to rid yourself of samsara.
Never been happier, never have life been so good to me.What makes my life so good is being ,more and more,capable living,more and more in the Now
Loong a carrier
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#801897 - 01/21/13 07:19 PM
Re: What my Buddhism is about.
[Re: loongdragon]
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Parakeet
Registered: 09/21/12
Posts: 833
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To all and none Maybe I spoke of it recently,but am in some kind of turmoil,in my beliefs. Hard to explain. Since,I started working on Tibetan Buddhism,been mixed up. What I miss,ls Mindfulness,changes in my faith,behavior.For the few years, I have been in Buddhism, this is the first such episode. Started reading ,Lisa's article on the bardos.having ptoblems with faith.
This turmoil,keeps me out of the now.
Loong
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#805731 - 02/12/13 03:20 PM
Re: What my Buddhism is about.
[Re: loongdragon]
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Parakeet
Registered: 09/21/12
Posts: 833
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To all or none,
In my buddhism ,what I have read and put to use,is the respect of others beleifs. I had a friend ,christian,whom I had a lot of affection for. When he died last year of an overdose,self-inflicted,some people decided that they would organise the ceremony of laying to rest,their way-,not minding the friend's Family that was really mad.So was I,,,so this morning inrespect for his beliefs,his way ,I paid in a catholicc church ,for a mass,call me crazy,but this -is the -respect ,I have for people beleifs. Maybe by now he has been rebirthed,but for our friendship,I believe it necessary,even If he,s gone ,however ,My belief our friendship transcends time,life or death. This is what my mind filled with compassion,felt like doing.
With metta Loong
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#805961 - 02/13/13 03:28 PM
Re: What my Buddhism is about.
[Re: loongdragon]
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Parakeet
Registered: 09/21/12
Posts: 833
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To all or none,
Today met with a Rhuandan priest,in my village.The man is pure ,not spoiled by The north american system.Iasked him that our conversation be spiritual only..
The subject was my incapacity to have compassion for one individual.Someone he knows very well.I stated my problem,and then he took over.This individual is all typesof programs,associations.His problem,is always taking credit for thegood he Does and asks to be recognised for it.
The priest said tha Jesus like Buddha,asked togive,give,almost in silence.
The conclusion we came together ,the person suffers from narcissism All the discussion was with love, Already ,the discussion started to sink in.Imust first give myself pardon, Then let the compassion flourish in my Mind,for myself and then for thishuman being,that carries buddhahood inside of him.
This is part of what my buddhismis all about Loong
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