now he has decided to keep a low-paying job in order to get health insurance and support me through the rest of my schooling. Is he maturing enough to decide he wants to be a positive part of our relationship? Of course this morning, he implied that I should clean the entire house before his family arrives for the Holidays. Who knows what the future holds?

aaannnnddd ... now he lost that job for mouthing off to his boss. Every time I let myself hope, that hope is dashed to peices...

just remember this lesson in the future!