To all,

I still have the taste of the rifle in my mouth,from a long time ago.I have had 3 mental deseases.Took care of them.If I did ,everyone can.
loong

I'm Glad you're still here with us loong !!

I'm glad you survived. That's a rough road to go down.

I know what that is like. I was locked away against my will on a suicide watch. Not so long ago. My mental illnesses are getting under control with a lot of help from my guidance clinic, but it's hard work. I am dedicated, though, to being happy. Whatever it takes.

Loong, I assume Buddhism is what works for you?

Yeah, suicidal thoughts are a real dark place to be.

I don't want to commit suicide, but I sure don't like being on this planet because I know that there are better places to be !

Yes, Burt. There is a place with lots of love and light. It is our home, and we will return there some day. You will again be with your loving parents and they will welcome you with open arms.

In the meantime....you will just have to do with our love here, the love of your sweet Connie, and your kitties. There is lots of beauty around you. Just venture out into nature and you will see more of it.

Jilly and Loong.....I am glad you both are doing better.