i dreamt of food last night maybe i should order one of yourdream catchers phyllis.

I will be delighted to make one for you, Gemineye.

I had a dream about biscuits and sausage gravy, I was making a ton of it.

Hello back porcher. No, I did not know there was a back porch. Did you build it in your spare time, Gemineye? Tea and chocolate? Are you going to share?

It is good you are enjoying the healing. I am happy for you. Our mistakes are stumbling blocks, but we do learn from them. You are right, if there are mistakes, there is life. What a life! This journey we are on is helping us all to heal and grow.

Whether you are top poster or not, Gemineye, you are tops with me. I am doing just fine for real. I love our porch chats. Get some good sleep, Gemineye, my dear friend.

How is everyone else for real? Did you bring oats for your horse, Cassie? I have some out in the barn.

Good to hear from you, Gemineye. The top porch, heh??? I like that idea. Can I go on the top porch too? At least once in a while? The view must be so much better. I love looking out and taking in nature.

Tea and chocolate sounds nice......

I have had two very emotional days, but it is all in the healing process. I have to just let it happen and hope the release will leave me better in the long run. Some things became more clear to me and it just opened me right up. I am trying to be strong through it all. The journey is one taken alone, as I am finding out. I just need to keep appealing to my God, the Great Mother, and my spirit guides for strength and understanding.

I can't give my horse oats, Phyllis. She keeps fat on way too easily, so just some grass hay would be good for her. I can bring along some of her low carb grain with me too, and that way I can stay a while and chat.

Sleep well everyone.

The rain is soft and the womb of Mother is fine indeed. The earth is silent, dark, wet... All is in the process of becoming. The western mind can be still and the air is fresh here on this beloved porch yet to withdraw into Mother's warm soft womb of sleep.. oh blessed comfort. No one can dissuade her from caressing her own. O Infinite Starry Mother I seek thy understanding and the caress of my inner being. There is no good and evil only good, only energy so the wolf's bite actually comes from the lamb's blood not physical blood but spiritual energy. Withdraw the attention from the wolf within, and he loses his bite without. Wanting God which is ONE with the Goddess is the only lawful desire.. all else flows from there. Money talks and BS walks... for a time. A unit of exchange, and Mother has been raped and exploited to the nth degree yet she is not without resources or recompense. Wedding garment.. yes. Yet Mother plays hide and seek with her little ones until the full wedding of the planet to her heart can occur. The cat plays with joyful glee.. the rain soothes the soul.. Her breath breathes through my nostrils to sustain her form. And yet she is formless too. O Infinite Mother we claim thy promise of release from pain we release now all that never should have been, remove the stain in our thought remove the very consciousness of sin.

that s good cassie, as long as there s something going on it s alright even if it is hard.it ll leave you better in the long run.walk the path.
me too,i mhaving an eye opening period and it s hard to keepthem open once i ve seen what s going on cause i have to walk through it all,but it s ok ,i ll do it til i m home.i ve cretaed this and i can destroy it through understandingso irt doesn t have anymore hold on me.
no phyllis i am not going to share, build a chocolate dream catcher drem about me eating chocolate and then catch it : ),you ll need a big one.
yes the back porch is where you spend time alone and then you comeback to the front porch to share.alsoyou can walk through the kitchen where burt is sitting with a pot of honey because he is a bear.

Whinne the Pooh ... Winnie the Pooh... da da da da dada da da...

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Burt.....absolutely beautiful writing about the Great Mother. It soothed and brought me comfort to read it. Thank you so much for sharing it. I needed that right now. I have been talking with Her more and more lately. I need Her help to find peace and to mend this broken heart of mine.

Gemineye......you are so funny!!! Burt and his honey, because he is a bear. Very cute!

You know, you are right. The back porch is for sitting alone to meditate and reflect, and the front porch is for sharing with our friends. I think the top porch is a place we can go when we want a spectacular view, and maybe sit a while with a hot drink and a friend now and then.

I will walk the path that is destined for me. More and more I am seeing that my life here in the physical realm is all planned out for me already, and I need to follow that path which is laid out for me. I can't fight it, but instead I need to accept it, and move forward with as much love and grace as I can. Changes will be happening and I can't be afraid. I have to trust that the Mother will guide me, God will protect me, and my spirit guides will support me along my journey.

What we have all talked about is true, and I see it more clearly now. We are in this physical realm to learn and to love, and when we leave here we go to a much better place, a place of unconditional love and beauty. We go home from where we came, and the ones we loved who are already gone from here will welcome us with open arms. We need not be afraid.

My life is forever changed since I spent two years with an Angel, and now that he is gone I have learned so much about life, love, and the eternal. So much information is coming to me all at once, but I am glad for the knowledge to finally be able to help myself to find peace here, as well as to know that once my lessons are learned here I am off to a much better place. I no longer doubt it. My inner soul will rejoice when I am once again reunited with my dear love in the spirit world.

hey cassie,
you can be home by being here that is one of the challenges of this world.grief anger,illusions takes us,cut us away from home.
what you need is being reunited with yourself.that is the lesson that has to me learned.
emotional attachment and dependance is different from love.

Feeling peace and happiness in the physical realm is my goal, Gemineye. I am working on my spiritual growth every day. I know I will be ok with time. I just meant that I will be happy when I meet my love again in the spiritual realm.

He was a very independent person while he was alive, and if anything he helped me stand on my own more than I would have done otherwise. What I miss about him is his sweetness, positive attitude, and humor. He was truly good for me and he let me be who I needed to be. He always encouraged me. I miss the beauty of his being, but I can survive here on my own.