You hit the nail on the head when you stated "fake."
A world of illusion and dillusion.
Radiating positivity and harmonious energies helps.
I've used a crystal pendulum, but was thinking of making one of a piece of wood I found in the forest.
No time for spiritual pursuits nebulous ninny they say..
Get your feet on the ground be practical today.
Crucified in matter-form on a cross of iron and steel the robber barons hold sway..
Who are these ' people ' anyway who viciously tear in anything, anyone, anywhere to get the gold and get the silver so they can have power over people and force them to their will.
Slave labor was a plot to cheapen human existence for the goal of more, more, more... what ?
Triall it has been.. you're a sinner, you're a loser we have eugenics now to prove you are sub-human only fit for a plow..
You want to eat, compete maybe marry and then we have you coming and going for we know what drives your meat-machine.. you clod.. get down in the dirt work, work, work for me and I will set you free! Free from what.. economic burden and then what will you do with your time.. everyone is in dismay..
I will craft from within artesian well from heavens fount surcease from pain self-imposed it has been.. because I chose to believe I'm nothing more than what is in this skin.
So dress it up and make it pretty, buff if you please... eat right and die anyway.. die to this skin...
A bird caged in the darkness how shall it penetrate the night...
Of all of this suffering, centuries untold... you think you have culture, warmth and beauty to share with your friend ... but organized forces conspire to rip you from your first love beauty sinless reality.. that troll under the bridge a mother-in-law... a son-in-law perhaps will rise in indignation for they had their religious training too.. handed down by mere mortals who never ever touched the garment then of what is man that thou are mindful of him and why do you call me your friend? I left all comfort, Father Mother and child to seek out this invisible one my heart wrenched desire -- where did I come from ? Why am I here the quintessential questions twisted by some -- fundamental laws of cosmic peace hidden perverted used against us -- for there is but one law... the bible of nature of how a flower unfolds is the true nature of man yet you must have the courage to behold the one who created seed, flower and bud too is your true nature man and woman too.. for it states clear from centuries untold, " Let US Create Them in OUR Image and OUR Likeness " Male and Female did he... what purpose incarnation then.. to feel the momentums of your free will sowing then.. O child of Man this single life is not your only trough to sup on God's manna then.. If your child created a grievous sin would you take them then and make a pot roast out of them ? If man in his imperfect state would not take live fire to his child... then where did you get the idea of this wrathful God.. when he loves you as dear children even though you took flight into darkness and illusion and caused yourself great fright... who are these who walk among you then proud and boastful of their political power... enough money to crush you as an ant with no conscious then of your good and the right... for they got you when you were born, socioeconomic status has claimed... you don't have enough money homeless you'll be.. you want to eat oh we have food then it all depends upon money not being your friend.. what is friendship then but a tool to exploit all your natural need for love and acceptance then... here buy this new house these new clothes this new car then statused you'll be.. God Bless the Japanese people economic efficiency then... discipline order cleanliness too... all washed out to sea made up a messy stew.. for what are you striving for prestige power and grace.. grace from whom and whence and wherefore your money and power then.. is there not a force above and beyond what you are able to do ? If you controlled your destiny then the would be no heart attacks you see...for a force beyond your recognizing keeps the planets smoothly in their course.. no vain attempt for the toe to complete with the finger or liver then.. for spirit has become skin and bones then spirit again.