For me I have been attending the Las Vegas BBW Bash in July for the past 3 years, with there educational meetings to themed dance nights, has truly opened my eyes, for the past three years I once again feel like a person, is so nice to find others like me, I have so much more confidence and I am happy to be alive! It was truly an eye opening experience for me, Hope to see You all there! paul h. zenmatrix www.bbwnetwork.com