my dad is an addict, hes been in recovery since i was in the 5th grade (i am 30 now) every guy i have ever had a relationship has been an addict, its like they are drawn to me like flies to honey, i know what they are as soon as i get to know them but that doesnt stop me, cuz i can "fix" them. i know thats not true but i do it anyway and then when the relationship fails i get depressed and i turn to the things my parents tried so hard to keep me from i want this cycle to stop but i just dont know how to do it. i dont want to tell my parents cuz i dont want them to think they failed in trying to show me what the right path is.