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#500648 - 03/07/09 03:39 PM
Re: Do You Know a Caulbearer?
[Re: Phyllis Doyle Burns]
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Registered: 02/13/08
Posts: 988
Loc: Vermont, USA
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You are right on with the secret of it, Shay. I believe my Father kept it to himself just for the reason of people thinking he was something evil. My Father was a very spiritual man and a very old soul, very loving. He had alcohol problems and often stayed up in the kitchen all night simply because no one understood him, his abilities or his spirituality. At an early age, I could see that he had special gifts. I tried one night to approach him and I startled him so much that he thought I was a spirit. I never approached him during those times again because of that and I only watched him from afar and listened to him. I wish I had asked him to teach me Gaelic. He taught me many things regarding spirituality and some of his gifts, but, generally kept it to himself so he would not be termed crazy. This is heartbreaking, Phyllis - in a mixture of ways. The soul rendering beauty of such a sensitive relationship between father and daughter; and the ache of the inability for either one of you to enter his world, together. I can only imagine the torment your father endured, and yours at being so small and not being able to reach him. Such a shame how superstitions can cause so much damage in folks lives. Shay
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#501046 - 03/09/09 06:51 PM
Re: Do You Know a Caulbearer?
[Re: Shannon L. Wolf]
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Highest Posting Power Known to Humanity
Registered: 11/17/07
Posts: 17639
Loc: Reno, NV
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Phyllis, I'm intrigued by your father's spirituality. I can't help but wonder what he ever did to provoke such criticism. He sounds like an amazing soul, who will always be with you, and now that he is no longer bound to the rules of society, can give you more of himself now than he ever could. What a beautiful gift. Thank you, Shay, for the beautiful encouragement and understanding. Yes, I do feel closer to him now and know that he is free of the grounded criticism which held him back. He helps me now in many ways. You wonder why he was so criticized. Well...he was a healer and many times healed one of us kids when the doctor's could not. It was just his wisdom and knowledge of some things that probably frightened people. Like - he knew when someone was coming to visit, he knew the weather coming up long before the weathermen did, he knew when we should not go to certain places and he prayed more than anyone I have ever known...and then there was the time in Church when my Dad and Grandfather actually raised a table off the floor. That did not set well with the congregation or the pastor and they were banned from the church.
Edited by Phyllis, NA and Folk (03/09/09 06:56 PM)
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Walk in Peace and Harmony. Phyllis Doyle Burns Avatar: Fair Helena by Rackham, Public Domain
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