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#481888 01/05/09 12:28 AM
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hi everyone, I have decided once and for all to face my self esteem and body image issues. I searched the net for hours to find an online resource to help me with this and this one looked the best. I have recently lost 5 kg but I battle with food. I can't stop thinking about it and I feel guilty most of the time. I just have no concept of what size I actually am, I spend ages staring at myself in the mirror and trying to figure out if I'm fat. I work out a lot which makes me feel fantastic, but I want more of these good feelings in my life. On new years eve I had a massive fight with my boyfriend where I really took a lot of my bad feelings out on him. I can't tell the difference between what is 'his fault' and what is 'my fault', because he is a jokey kind of guy and sometimes teases me, which can get make me feel bad sometimes. I don't want to put him, or my friends, through hell any more because of the way I feel about myself. I know that there are issues from childhood, self hate and bullying and all sorts, that I am going to have to deal with. I just wanted to get that out and ask u guys for your stories of how you feel about yourselves!! because I really want to start loving myself completely!!!! :) xx

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fi_112 #482132 01/05/09 04:08 PM
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I had an eating disorder until I was in my 20's. I couldn't eat in front of anyone for a long long time, and just closet ate...talk about guilt... At 5'2", I was 172lbs, and a size 16...BIG for a little frame. I knew I was fat then but I still think I am. I do not weigh myself any more but am obsessed with taking my measurements.

I am at work so can not write much now.

Are you are thin and claiming to be fat? People in general hate to hear a skinny person complain that they are fat.

What does your boyfriend tease you about? Maybe it is time for a new boyfriend???




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