Thanks Elleise & Debbie,
I jokingly call it "The Whining Song" because the whole first half of it is based on me asking God "why are You doing this to me?"
I finally realized one day that I sounded like a 13 yr old whining at her Dad!
When I tell people that sometimes I yell at God and tell Him that I'm mad at Him, they will look at me horrified.
But I figure, God knows exactly what I am thinking. So what good does it do for me to pray platitudes, pretending to be all joyous when inside I'm really hurting. My prayers tend to be more like "talks". If I'm upset, I say so - then I ask for help to change.