Hi y'all.
I have beem having my regular nightmares/flashbacks of when I was dateraped many years ago.
But the dream that has been happening more recently has me even more worried and anxious.
In these dream I am still forced to have sex, but I am enjoying it. It is like it is a turn-on for me to be raped.
I feel like I am losing my mind from these dreams. I wake up aroused and sick to my stomach at the same time. I'm shaking and am scared to go back to sleep (which is why y'all have been seeing me on the forums at all hours of the day and night)
What do these dreams mean? How do I stop them? Is there something wrong with me?