Hey Miss,
Its alright don't worry about it, the perception issues that you are having are common in many homes. The problem lies in the images that you've been seeing on t.v, print, internet and even the conversations that you've been having.You can attain a healthy body image consciousness. You are beautiful and wonderfully made, even when you think otherwise. There is only one beautiful woman like you in this world, and that is you.You have total dominion over any negative thoughts that you may have in your mind.
Think about all the great things you've done in life, think about all the good things that have happened to you. All these things happened because you are beautiful. I know that ugly doesn't give birth to ugly.
Keep that faith!
Eric Odera,
www.ericodera.com