BellaOnline Forums Health and Fitness Mental Health In love with love very confused

I hate to cry on peoples shoulders but since my family no longer trust me I will try to state my case to you I am a 48 year old woman with bipolar disorder who loves a 37 year old "normal" man he is native american and I am caucasian that is not the problem though neither of us have a lot so I feel that I have to be the one to give to him since most of the time he is living on the streets or in his beat up truck, problem is I am getting money from places I know I should not to keep our love alive he gets angry when I tell him what I do but I keep on doing it I know that he loves me but I am just so insecure that I am afraid if I don't help him out I will lose him for good, it took me five years to find him again that is the last thing I want to do He just got out of jail in January and has no real place to call home where we live in Hemet does anyone have any suggestions yes I am the type to believe in happy endings only I wish I knew when mine was coming so he and I can have a happy home together despite everyone elses disbelieve in what we mean to each other please help I don't know what to do and no I won't give up on him it is just not in the cards he has been to good to me

jewel i wish u n your man the best, i also have a bipolar disorder and i take 900mg of seroquel a day, r u getting any psychological help? have u tryed getting disability for n income, if u can't work are there any programs for yous to talk to other people? any low income housing, i truly hope things work out for both of you, you need to help your self before you can help someone else