It is raining outside, depressed and upset, like the raining in my heart. I just say goodbye to him, a person cost me so much, but give nothing return to me. We had a very romantic beginning. He is very handsome man with a star face. He left no stone unturned to know me. And always praises me with any sweet words. We had been lovers for almost one year. And during the year, I did so many things for him. I bought him presents and helped his family. He never give me anything even a birthday gift (he even did not remember my birthday!). I noticed that we should finish. While I was still confused if he wanted to treat me like this, why he courted me like that before, he called one day and said he was going to marry. No words I can say at that time. Two years past, I had my own family. He came back and said I would be his lover forever. And he always loves me. Am I so fool to trust him again? But I still can't have the heart to refuse him. I still treat him as a friend. But I refused all of his chimeric requirements (you know what I mean). One day, I asked him for some help, just want him to introduce me some factories (I also can find them with google, but it is easy if I come to him, since that's his speciality, he will not lose anything, just some public information). But his first reaction is, how much I can pay for that? You know, I asked that for my own company. Why can't he just help me a little, just a little? I was very angry about that. And did not rap to him since then. Until one week ago, he called me and said he was sorry about that. And when I said I did not want to talk about that any more. And asked him am I worth him such a little help? He accused me too narrowness. And then he said he would never touch me again. I said thanks a lot. Then everything is over. I know I should be happy to finish this kind of unbalanced relationship. But I still feel painful. Am I too silly?
