I didn't think it possible, like probably many of you, but I am in love with two very different men. I realizes its their differences that make that possible, that's not what I'm asking. I need to find a way to fall out of love with one; one of life's hardest challenges. So the first I've been dating for three years solid and here and there before that, but we have been best friends for six years. I love him for his compassion, loyalty(ironically enough), funloving personality, among others. But our relationship was strained about two years ago when I cheated on him, just a kiss, but still its horrible and I know that. And was with someone I had once slept with, but not while we were dating. This brings me to the second guy, I love him for his boldness, intelligence, among other things. He's been my other best friend for about two years now, and he's the only other person I'm completely comfortable with. Now the second guy would my ideal guy, but like most people he has flaws. He has problems staying in a relationship without cheating, and has been with ALOT of other girls. He's not someone I see myself as being able to ever have a future with, and the first guy is. After I cheated on my boyfriend, I distance myself away from the second guy, as difficult as that is, since we are both a part of the same organization. And things were going really well again in my relationship, until last night. I hung out with the second guy for the first time in a long time, and it just reminded me of how much I care about him. I need to find a way to let those feelings go, while still seeing him regularly, since we attend the same university and are both apart of the same small organization.