If we have free will we should have the choice of not believing in the deity if we don't wish to do so.
Your absolutly right, but then why would you have to come in here screaming about how unfair life is and how God is too mean and all that? If you were really content with the status quo the way you think is, you wouldn't try so hard to rub your grudge off on others...
This whole tirade you've gone off on in this and other posts just reminds me of a tantrum. Take it to God, don't take it me. I can't fix your problem with God and frankly, it's getting redundant....
I think it's time you took some time off. Regrouped a little and thought it through. Maybe explored some of the other sites here for a while. You might find more sympathetic ears in other forums.
I think everyone here has done enough and your just milking the situation now. Everytime it seems like your getting lost in a topic you start another one with basically the same message, "God is mean and He is unfair...lalala" to focus the attention back on yourself. This is getting old and your bordering on being a troll. So if I were you I would just cool off for a while. Consider yourself warned love apple. And maybe take a little break.