Hey! I don't really know what kind of advice to give you, but if I were in your situation I may just go to counseling myself. At least that way you are learning more about YOU, and maybe you can find out for yourself why things are the way they are. And who knows, if he sees a change in you, then he may eventually want to come to counseling too. I wouldn't say end things with him, but work on you first. Better yourself, and then if nothing in your relationship changes, then maybe then consider what to do with it. Sorry I couldn't be of anymore help! Good luck!