Angel,
Have you contacted the National Share office?
Share- Pregnancy and infant loss support
The mission of Share Pregnancy and Infant Loss Support, Inc. is to serve those whose lives are touched by the tragic death of a baby through early pregnancy loss, stillbirth, or in the first few months of life.
Here is the link to the website.
http://www.nationalshareoffice.com/index.shtmlThey have great literature, message boards, and local support groups and activities that you might find helpful as your due date approaches.
SHARE was a lifeline for me during the initial dark days after my first two sons died in utero.