I did nto think there was alot of messy stuff going on. And I read your little article on washing and yes, doing laundry does say soemthing about my desire to change my outward appearance. But it does not explain why I was walking thru bags of trash on the porch and trying not to lose my balance. That one I just do not understand. Could iot be the garbage or stinking thinking in my head? could it be that I am thinking of a major chnage again in my life? OH boy if that is it I dont want to do it! I am tired of major changes! I want some peace of mind and stability! I am so sick and tired of having nothing but a room and the clothes on my back and 2 jobs!
Delta64 - the dreamer is the only true interpreter of the dream, and you just interpreted yours! <img src="/images/graemlins/grin.gif" alt="" />
The trash is the 2 jobs and all the stuff you're tired of - you are ready to lose your balance and fall down, literally.
If you are open to change, it will come! Hugs, and come by any time you need support.