Lynne, I'll commit to praying.
No-one has asked me about my signature, "Why me, what have I done to deserve this?"
It used to be a question I asked God all the time when things went wrong, then it hit me one day that I never deserved for such a perfect love as His, or a perfect grace, or for Him to gove His son as a sacrifice for me. So the entire statement is...Why me? What have I done to deserve this? How can I be worthy of this gift? It's part of my prayers, to remember to thank as well as beseech.
PS You mentioned help for those with trouble with porn & internet porn, there is a terrific Christian site our pastor told us about... www.xxxchurch.com
No it is not a porn site, it is to help people get away from porn.