Hi,
I recently got married and till now I thought that it is a wonderful relationship. A few weeks back I saw some swimsuit magazines in my husband's bookshelf. I took i casually and we both joked about it. I am not too religious and consider myself quite open minded.
Two days ago, I came across some porn magazines in his desk. I threw them in the trash, he went and picked them up ,knowing very well how it hurt me. Those magazines are still lying on the book shelf though he told me you would discard them. I guess it didnt stop there. I was in for more horrors. He's also into cybersex.He spends late hours in front of his computer and tells me it's work! today, i saw and deleted hard porn clips, some of which were fantasized rape scenes. I have never been exposed to porn, this has completely shattered me. i just cant stop my tears.What is wrong with him. We havent consummated
our marriage, its been almost six months now. doesnt this have
anything to do with his addiction. what hurts me the most is that he has been watching porn online almost everyday, even after our marriage. what should I do? He says its normal, but something inside me breaks everytime he doesnt it.
now i find it very hard to trust him though i love him a lot.
a broken wife
